New Found Joy!!!!

Hey Everybody,

•       I am Sorry for not posting in awhile, but I found a new found joy. Now I know why my son Loves that PS3 I bought him. I just went out an bought the new PS3 for myself, an it is worth every penny of it. I even done put it online, so I can meet people around the world. I done made about seven freinds in less than a week. I am going to bring them to my blog sight to see if I have something they might be interested in. I njoy playing with them too! I just want to let ya'll know what is going on over here, because I don't want everybody feel like I done forgot about them. I got to find a way to blend both addictions together, plus including my Loving Family with it. I can't turn into a vedio game junkie, because my time is needed  all around me. I love being free cause everything is at my controls! I will check in from time to time to see have anybody knew has joined my blog. I want to Thank all the people have been supportive of me along the way, without you it wouldn't be no me, so stay with me........ I just wanted to give ya'll something special, I hope you like it cause I took this picture.....

Mans Best Friend....

Hey World,

Today at work I got to thinking, luckly today was a slow one. I was thinking about how I wish I had some friends, just somebody who grew up with me. I asked myself how do you like my life right now, I told myself I wouldn't trade it in for the world. You wouldn't believe who popped on my mind at that moment, my fiance dog Ninja. I LOVE when I come home from work an he be waiting right at the door for me, ready to show me some Love. Why do I need a friend when I have a mans best friend waiting on me each an everyday, so who cares about a friend who grew up with you. Life goes on...... You might think this post is stupid, but it is real talk....

No Excuses......

I came out here with nothing besides the things I had in a box. I didn't know what to expect once the bus touched down to my destination. My mind was going crazy cause I knew that the world done changed, and where would I fit in at. I was the Man in the streets before I went away to pull my time. I could have jumped on a train or bus, but I wanted to see how the world done changed. My eyes saw so many differant changes in the world, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. I walked around for awhile,then I decided to go visit the Family cause I knew they was waiting. I have been away too long for them to be waiting on me too much longer,so I made it my business to head in that direction. I Love them to the fullest, because they is the only reason I survived from being away from them so long. To be trueful, I almost lost my mind, but I dug down deep to the core of the Love I had for them,an I found a way to pull through it.Once I walked through the doors,the Family was waiting to show their Love to me. I looked like a giant in our house cause I have been locked away in a small box,so everything look big to me. The smiles on their faces said one thing, but their looks showed me how much stress I put them through. I knew from that moment I had to implement the changes I done made over the years I have been away. I already knew what to expect, so I made it my business to be ready for this day. I knew that lies was told, but they protected me in the process. They knew that I would have tricked my release date up if I would have known what they was really going through. I was mad when I first heard about it, but I swallowed my pride an just listen. I cried & cried, because I wasn't able to defend them. I can't go through it all at once, because I am still emotionally attached to what have took place. Stay with me an you will know the whole story of a man who lost power of the streets for a walk with the good Lord above. I can't do nothing without him being my guide!!!!! I am not the driver no more. I gave my keys to God, an he drives the best!!!!

Keeping Positive.....

Hi Everybody,

I just got off work. I told you that I bust tables for now. I just needed a start, so another job will take the risk on me. The only reason it is a risk is from my past history,but that was the old self. Today at work made me feel so good. A lady came up to me an gave me a tip for $10.00,that was the first ten dollar tip I have received. It wasn't about the money though,it was about what she said to me. She told me that she appreciated the way I treated people. I started smiling to myself cause I am kind & give respect when people disrespect me. I am glad I have changed, because I didn't have the patience to put up with foolish people. I have my smile posted on my face twentyfour-seven. I love sharing my message, so stay with me.....

Loving What I Have!!!

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I love what I have. I just got off work from a long day of busting tables. I saw that my future wife has posted my blog about my mother. She knows how much this means to me,because I love to put my stuff out there early. I am glad I had that piece saved away for you all. I be working late at times and I will not be able to post in a timely fashion. Without my future wife,I wouldn't be right here right now sharing my knowledge & life experiences with you all. I had her to put a blog out there, so visit it at akagem.blogspot.com to see her first post. Stay with me and we will go to the top, doors will keep opening for me because I am on the right path. I Thank the Lord daily for giving me a loving woman like I have right now. I cherish & love her to the fullest, because she loves me back!!!!

The Ribbon That Binds....

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I was inspired to write this story after I went to visit my parents this morning. I saw the woman who sacrificed it all for the well being of her children. I saw her sitting in her chair with a whole lot of years of dealing with life's challenges written on her face. The smile is picture perfect. I wish she could have had a life on her own. She doesn't trip off money or material items, giving her last to make sure her lovely kids are happy & a roof over their heads. I just found a job, and it doesn't bring in much. It is enough for her to save the little bit she gets for herself. I took on all my bills,doing what I'm supposed to do. I will love to see my Mother with her hair done, new shoes and clothes. Why wouldn't I want these things for her. She is my ribbon who binded my heart together when I lost focus on life. Yes,I chose the wrong path, and I paid for my mistakes too. One thing I can say, she never left me or gave up on me. She kept praying for me to take charge back over my life, because the devil had me by the throat. I came home a changed man. Just by her seeing that I havede changed for the better and not the worst has released so many years of stress off her life. It made me feel so good inside to see & feel the vibrant side of her. I wanted ya'll to know the the woman who made me so strong when I was so weak. I am a man, but I will always be her baby at heart. I might not be a scholar or a pro athelete, but I have what it takes to change lives. I have been down roads that a whole lot of people can't dream of going, and done made it back to tell the world my story......

The Day The Earth Stood Still....

Hey World,

I would be wrong if I didn't say nothing about this day.Today will never be forgotten over here.What happened on this day is something a person will never forget,how can you?Let me say one thing.With something so tragic.I saw the world pull together as one,an I respect that a whole lot.We could have fallen apart if we had not joined as one.We are survivers of something special,plus our destiny lays in our hands,but you is the one in control.What is you going do?????