Heavenly Doors....

Hey World,

     I am still walking tall on a straight line. I wanted to share something with you all. I have been blessed again with another one of Heavenly Doors opening for me. I got to say, doing right pays off in the long run, but mines been paying off quickly. I have been blessed with a second job. I am so Happy about that cause it is more income for my Family! I hate to be away from my Family like I am now, but a Man got to do what he has to do. No excuses over here, and it shouldn't be for you either! If you is sitting back waiting for something to drop in your lap, then you'll be waiting all your Life. Nobody in this world is going to give you nothing unless you earn it. It is all kinds of ways to do that, but never degrade yourself. People love the weak so they can conquer & deceive for their own pleasure. I just want you to stand tall an focus on your life & where you want to take it. It is all up to you & God above. He will have your back for sure! I didn't have nothing before I took upon myself to make the changes to improve my Life, plus give God control over me. It was hard, but my way wasn't working at all. I only found my way in bad situations every time. Now, I might don't have the friends I used to have, but I have a wonderful Life with God & Family! That is all that matters to me as of now! I wish I could save the world, but you have to save yourself. Just like I have done. My wife tells me all the time that I can't save everybody cause their problems will become my problems, then I will lose focus on self. I believe that too! I put this message out their for one person to understand that I have been at the bottom before, an I ain't no way to the top yet. I am not looking back cause the hatters (crabs) is ready to pull you back down to the bottom. Take time out to think if you done met all the goals you wanted to meet in Life. If you say not yet, go back an get on your horse an ride it to the promise land. Stop making excuses for yourself, boyfriend, husband, girlfriend, wife, etc. Learn how to Live right & Happy! I just had to get that off my chest cause I am tired of people being content with their lives when things could be a whole lot better. If this touched you in the wrong way. Sorry, only giving you my REAL TALK!!! You know you need it, but scared to accept it..... 

Losing Control

I haven't been on for awhile,but I haven't forgot about you all! I have been going through some things over here. To get straight to the point, I lost my Father two weeks ago. I buried him last Saturday. It was suppose to be a private funeral,but ended up being a viewing for the select few. I am glad that it went like that cause the people that was with him while being sick deserved the chance to view him. I am glad that I have you all in my corner cause Shine gives me a place to get all this stress off my chest. I am not here to get a 100 comments,but to touch 1 soul out there in the world. Everybody might have thought I was wrong by the way I was handling things, but my dad wanted me to handle it like that. My dad left me with so much on my shoulders that me & family has been bumping heads back in forth. I wish this all can come to an end for I can take some time to myself to shed a tear for my dad. Me & him wasn't that close,because he put himself first over his family. I took a vow to never be like him! I am so glad that he had everything in order,so I should be able to deal with everything if the blood suckers stay out the way. I hate for people to lay on the weak to come up. That is why I am waiting till the grieving process is over with,then we can get back to our life that is left. I lost so much in that house,father,brothers & grandparents. I just wanted you all know what I have been going through,an that I haven't forgot about you all. Take all the mistakes for Love,just for the people who need some Real Talk!!!!! If you have questions to ask, I will give you my beat advise, so get at me.....

Walking Tall on a Straight Line

I decided to come write something to you cause I haven't been on for awhile. Sorry about that! I know somebody out their who needs my message. I have been going through a whole lot on my end. It seems like every time I get blessed with Gods favor, the devil tries to pull me down. I keep my head up high an stay focused on my goals I set while away in prison. I love that I have a Strong & Loving Family! My wife gets majority of the credit cause she points out my old ways when they show. It is hard to hear when it comes from the woman you love, but that is how I know that she Loves me! A person will tell you the truth about yourself eventhough it may hurt your feelings. They don't want you to self destruct an fall short of your blessings. Evil is lurking around every corner & your home waiting for your weakest moment to strike. The devil will use your family, kids, strangers or whoever. That is why we have to stay strong through all or struggles, because we will get more out of life only if we keep walking that straight line with our head held high!






IM BACK ONCE

AGAIN!!!!!!

REAL TALK

by

CORNELIUS